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Wednesday, February 03, 2010

hi dead blog. i doubt no one reads you these days. maybe i can bring you back to life. c=

okay, this topic on friends. i find it difficult to make new friends nowadays. when i say new friends i mean forming really really close-knitted relationships. with a newly formed barrier of trust and belief, i find it difficult to step outside of my circle. i think it comes from past experiences you know and the process of becoming an adult, maybe? don't you all think so? its kinda sad, but what can you do?

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Thursday, August 28, 2008

heys! gosh..can u believe what a day it has been for me??? Today is officially the first day of my 8am-4am day with only 1 h break..hahaa..AND after a long and tiring day..i went home on bus 95..which was vv packed as usual..the onli difference was that i was standing practically AT the door..and i mean AT the door..like i was holding on to the front door throughout the whole journey.. DEN FINALLY the bus arrived at the buona MRT station..so wats the big deal? well..actually it was not a vv BIG deal ..just that my toes went UNDER the front bus door when it opened! And basically my toes were the ones that prevented the bus door frm opening.. haa.. strong ah my feet.. can u believe it?!? it was the FIRST time that smth lik tt happened to me! dotz! Madness! hahaa..but just superficial injuries though..hahaa.. *note 28/8/2008*..

aniw..bou school..stil e same..same old boring routine..4 day wk..slp..eat..go sch..study..go home..eat..slp..go sch..study..go home..eat..slp..go sch..etc..etc

one word: SIANZzzzzzz............

*wat shld i do to make my life more exciting???* and yet not tiring..hee..c=

AND wat to do with my DrJava???!!!?? I cant use it on my laptop!!! how how how???

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11:16 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

hi ppl! yoz..currently im in NUS Sci Fac now..if you're wondering..hahaa aniw..i haven been updating my blog for quite a period of time...or rather its 1 year minus 6 days..hahaa.. okay..so wat shld i talk abou now? brain bit rusty..hmm.. school? okay..its officially e end of my first slackish 2 weeks of lecture in NUS..which MEANS tutorials are gonna start next wk..which is really really soon.. haiz.. haa.. n i haven attempted to do any yet..to date..lolz..

ANiw.. we went for our FIRST OG OUTING today! Iceskating at Jurong Fuji Ice Palace..cool..actually i kinda wanted to skate for sometime alr..hahaa..so finally i got it off the back of my mind..ha.. 12 of us went.. it was quite a pleasant one..lookin forward to the nxt OG outing.. and abigail suggested KBOX..cool..duno if the guys wld sing though..hahaa..(they usually wun..as far as i noe frm experience..ha..)

AND its really weird writing bou happy things..when i haven been NOT acting emo on my blog for such a long time..hahaa..crap..

hmm..i really duno wat to say.. lets just end tis post for now.. mayb i wil go research for more things to talk about..hahaa..so long! c=

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12:39 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

HEY YOZ! long time no see blog! hahaa..c=..just droppin by to say hello to my blog..hee..c= will talk to ya nxt time!

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11:53 AM

Monday, August 27, 2007

Hello to e world!
that's a seemingly cheery greeting in case u haven noticed..im not always in such a good mood..as what u see me as..to me, the world seems cool n distant. its so near yet so far. relationships in life are precious..but how long can they last? however, memories are different. they will exist for eternity as long as e human brain is functioning. so i shld live on memories and cherish them while i still have the capability and the capacity. i shld create more memories with the people most important around me while i still can. i tink friends, as long as they exhibit human characteristics and are hundred percent human beings, can never never stay the same. the good thing is tt the brain will always remem the good things as it is..the feeling of having such good old friends i met years ago. e memories of which will only exist for me and only me. in my own secluded mind. perhaps this is considered as deluding self. but that is how it works. believe it or not. thats how u can survive in life. adding on to ur purpose in life. without it. one would not be able to survive. family. friends. and love.

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11:40 PM

Friday, August 24, 2007

A joy that is shared suggests a group of friends playing, or a carefree young girl singing to herself while engaged in her work. Happiness is rising within, and spreading out into the world!

Joy comes into the world through gentle means, but springs from a solid inner base. The power of pure joy should not be underestimated. The enjoyment of learning and discovery, for example, has been the source of much material progress. Accordingly, that which brings joy into the world is a source of considerable power.

If happiness is supported by personal stability, it will in time wear down the stiffest barrier and win over the hardest heart. True joy is a beacon in the world, and though it is indeed rare, its presence is an indication of great good fortune, both now and in the future. How could it be otherwise?

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

Imitation of Life by 'gilad

I don't feel like myself today
Trapped in a miracle I never asked for
In a life that goes on without a will to survive
I look around and I see the things I despise grow
I look at myself and I see who I never wanted to be
I look at my future and all I see is an imitation of life

dated 2006.

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